RESULTS THIS FRIDAY.
KILL MEEEEEEEE.
i'm gonna tire myself out during camp and stop stop stop thinking of results.
sigh everyone's saying i can surely make it to university.
and i always say i hope i can get into nus fass but i dont actually believe what i'm saying.
as much as i want to believe them, i know myself best and i will not allow myself to live in fantasy and think that i can make it make it.
i've back up plans.
but God, what exactly is your plan for me?
i need closure.