Welllllll, its been a bumpy ride.

shall do a super long post!
actually i was alrdy celebrating even before i took my last paper.
i know it was bad cos when i started reading the econs case study, i couldnt really register what the extract was saying hahaha so distracted!
and i dunno why like after the paper, after the CPE said that we could leave, i turned around and looked at melina and we laughed.
it felt like a burden was lifted off my shoulders.
but not the entire burden was lifted off.
at the back of my mind, i knew i still had to face my results and yes, it bugs me.
for O's, i had 2 choices- either jc or poly.
for A's, i dunno what choice i have- local university or...?
the future is unknown and it scares me.
i know God has a plan for me and as mere human beings, i obviously can't see/tell what my future holds.
i admit, i worry abt what will happen to me so yes, i really really need to have faith and trust in Him.
thats all i can do now.
ahhh i still can't believe its the end.
beginning with geog, ending with econs.
no more studying in church with charis, no more studying at pp macs, no more cramming in case studies, no more china, no more using GC (YAY!) and the list goes on.
guess it'll be strange for a while.
like i was telling some people, studying for the sake of gaining knowledge and out of interest for the subject is pretty enjoyable but knowing you're being tested on what you've studied just totally spoils the whole process of studying.
and throw in the fact that you're under time constraint to absorb as much info as your brain can take in.
and after every exam, i always feel i could have studied more.
this one was no exception, regrets regrets.
in any case, i'm more than happy this shit is over.
now i can draw up a list of what i can do during my long awaited holidays (:
(depsite worrying abt results, no wait i should stop worrying, whats done is done)

probably the almost top priority is to clean my room!! throw away/recycle stacks and stacks of paper, sell GC, earn money! hahaha then go shopping, get a job, highlight my hair, learn how to drive, pick up a hobby, be a couch potato, read lots of chicklit, eat good food and whateverrrrrr as long as i make good use of the holidays!

oh its the last time i'll ever wear the SA uniform.
quite sad actually ):

anyway i think our CPE quite anal.
or maybe CPEs are supposed to be like that.
but ayeee why does he have to go 'understooded' and 'check-ked' and all that?
okay better not complain so much hahah.

finally i can officially bid farewell to geogeconsmathschinastudiesgp notes!
all the bittersweet memories of how to use marshall lerner condition to evaluate, all the increase G, reduce T, appreciate, depreciate, increase interest rate, reduce money supply, AD-AS diagrams, new towns like milton keynes, world bank and its SAPs, el nino and la nina, mount pinatubo case study, how 32.2% of women in china are not educated, china-asean FTA, APGP formulas like a+(n-1)d, z test, t test etc etc!
to a certain extent, i think i will miss some of it heh x)

once again, i still can't believe i'm tasting liberation, so strange.
but strange in a good way i guess :D