ONE MORE BLOODY WEEK TO ALEVELS!
i'm wondering where october went ):
half freaked out/stressed, half i dunno what.
2 years worth of work boils down to this.
i just can't wait for everything to be over.
studying is torturous, its never ending and i think there's sth wrong with me cos i know i still don't know my content at my fingertips but there's this great inertia in me to plough through my notes just to get everything back into my puny brain again.
whats i really need is to be a SPONGEBOB and absorb everything single thing i read.
i have great visions of burning my notes at the end of stupid A's!
hahaha or maybe i'll just settle for a good spring cleaning and try to play my part as a responsible citizen and recycle mountains of paperssssss. greattt.
to end off, i have one more week to prepare for war and the last thing i want is to walk out of the hall feeling like crap.
one more thing, i hate it when people ask 'so what course do you want to take in uni?'
seriously, i can't guarantee that i'll even get a place in uni, i haven't think so far so please just let me get over this mega hurdle in my life called ALEVELS first!
sometimes i ask myself why am i in jc? well too late to regret right!
i know God has a plan for me and i'm trying not to worry so much about the future. trying okay! hahaha.
hopefully lead a meaningful life after stupid A's, not that studying is not meaningful but there're other stuff thats meaningful in life that doesn't revolve around head knowledge right!

wowszx in a couple of weeks time, i can bid farewell to beloved bornhardts, hadley/ferrel/polar cells, hydraulic radius, convergent/divergent plate boundaries, BOP, oligopolies, comparative advantage, supranational bodies, NIDL, socio-economic polarization, slums and squatter settlements, confucianism, diaoyutai islands, integration by parts, mathematical induction, binomial/poisson/normal distribution so on and so forth.
am intending to do a farewell post for them, after all some feelings and bonds have developed after spending so much time on them hahaha okay whattheheck i'm blabbering.