mad rush friday.
in my dad's car, on the way home, i was thinking why do i keep tiring myself out?
or am i just getting old? (yeah probably...)
why do i always seem so busy? ):
maybe because its that bloody time of the month
thats why i'm feeling so grumpy/moody/whiny/easily irritated.
anyway it kinda started off with the interaction with 09A01.
dreaded it. wasn't really interested in talking to the juniors.
eating into our going home time (not that it made a difference for me cos i still had to stay back for hc stuff but without it, i could have started on my hc stuff earlier)
honestly, it wasn't very productive.
then while we were on the way out of the classroom to play dog and bone, the guys sneaked off.
WOW THANKS GUYS, YOU ARE THE BESTEST CLASSMATES ANYONE COULD EVER HAVE. (SENSE THE SARCASM?)
i felt that it was superbly unfair that they did that. i mean, none of us really wanted to spend an hour with the juniors but we kind of didn't have a choice?
how can you just leave like that. bloody selfish.
fine maybe you had your own reasons for leaving but while i'm blogging this, i have aboslutely no idea what your excuses are.
lastly i also felt that if we were to set aside time to interact with the juniors, we should come to a peaceful agreement AS A CLASS. not just one person making all the decisions.
okay i better stop before i get pissed all over again.

next thing that annoyed me was an insensitive comment made by someone.
its not like i want to purposely skip odac but house takes priority.
i know i sound like some irresponsible freak/loser for insisting on going for tuition today but i've committed my saturday to church stuff and if it means sacrificing sth, i'll have to sacrifice odac.
some people just don't understand.
hello, you think i feel good for skipping odac?
you can blame me for being too ambitious and joining both hc and odac.
but do not doubt me for not putting my best effort when it comes to odac related stuff.

my thighs are aching from indoor pt ):
i feel so nua and wobbly when walking down the stairs.
WTH.
and somehow, i just couldn't concentrate during tuition.

ohh we had this universities talk during assembly and its extremely appealing but i don't even know if i can make it there...
stiff competition, yo.


sudden craving for bubble tea!
i want to curl up with a good book and escape from the realities of this world.