mad mad rush.
i can't believe we planted our butts in front of the computer for like 3 hours plus to do pw.
to the extent that our (ariel and me) contacts were drying up!
we were making so much noise/panicking/laughing as if we werent in the library.
luckily the librarian didnt scold us or anything (:
the craziest thing was that i was having an msn convo with athalie who was sitting right beside me HAHAH.
DEBORAH IS A NOOBSZX BUT ATHALIE IS NOOBIERRRR!
after we finished pw, we felt as if we had just ran a marathon or sth.
so 'breathless'




freaking scared of results.
i'll probably not get any sleep on the night before the release of results.
in simple terms, i don't know what to do with my life.
i'm a mess.
the rank points thing is killing me.
i don't know where i'm heading.
this week, i've been going to school with a heavy heart.
every lesson, my mind starts drifting away to whats gonna happen after i get back my results.
and everytime i can't get an answer,
or maybe i'm just not ready to accept it.
its the worst feeling ever that i don't even know how to describe it.
help.