its pretty difficult.
when you're all in better jcs.
the uniform and everything.
i admit i do feel a little inferior.
whats the use of thinking if i went elsewhere, anywhere else but here.
i won't necessarily be happier, right?
shrugs.
all i can do is listen to what goes on in places that i'm not familiar with.
no, don't get me wrong.
i love meeting up with you guys.
but everytime i don't seem to have much to talk abt lah.
hmmmm i should have seen this coming.



i miss...no, stop comparing, deborah.
it just makes life even more miserable.


i need motivation. of some form.