this blank space
looks too familiar to me now.

& suddenly we realise we lose focus,
how wrong we were from the start.
oh help, i'm really confused.
dunno what to do.
are we going the right way?
well, i'm trying to be positive abt youth retreat.
not much time left to plan :\
our comm needs to work it out man.

& i'm scared i come across as too power hungry.
i mean, i feel stuck.
on one hand, i feel ready to step up but i can't. cos of other factors.

my fate will be sealed on thurs when i get back my olevel results.
roarrrr there're a million butterflies in my stomach.
what if i make a wrong decision?!
life is full of what ifs.