"O Levels bring out the worst in people." HFDYA?
its really scary when you see that people are not happy with their grades after moderation.
life ain't fair.
ok, i know i shouldnt complain cos i got moderated quite a bit.
but i really never expected to get these kind of marks.
honestly, moderation is like living in self denial.
you dont deserve the grade you get.
anyway i dunno why, but after getting back the moderated results,
i just felt like avoiding ty.
probably i just feel bad for doing better when its blatantly obvious that she studied way way harder than me.
actually if not for her, i dont think i'll even feel pressured to study.
i dunno if she's irritated by me ):
but with only a handful of days left before we graduate, i hope things are right soon.
and you know, being fickle minded deborah, i decided to go to tjc's open house at the last minute.
and dragged pc and lw to random's class bbq to supposedly help finish the food.
while the rest went to mjc open house.
so weird.
we helped bbq food hahaha.
we got lost!
yeah, i really appreciate the 2 of them and we reached home really late, tired and smelly.

i'm really confused now.
my parents are encouraging me to try first 3 weeks of jc.
but i'm not mentally prepared! argh.
then kel and doubleR said sth abt the school help to moderate so i shouldnt waste this chance.
this thing is really troubling me.
Lord, help me make the right decision.

ohyes, i need to get graduation presents!

still fighting for peace;