& things will never be the same again.
we built this friendship on trust, only to destroy it by doubt.

maybe i'm just too selfish but i really can't stand it when i see how close both of you are.
irritated, yes.
yet its mad for me to stop you cos its your choice after all.
i feel like the third party now.
whats gonna happen?
i dunno how to tell you all this.
you know what. i am scared. so insecure.
perhaps three was never a nice number to begin with.
drift. drifting. drifted.
& i'm holding on to those memories. for as long as i can.

i know ty feels the same.
at least she's got hh.
i wonder who i can really talk to.
people don't see me as the get emo easily kind.
so i'll put on a strong front.
for those around me.
i don't think i want anyone to see me feeling down.
yupps thats me.
i still need to rant.
ty says i'm thinking too much.

smallkid made my day (:
she jogged with me!
had pepper lunch and studied at bishan.
met thk. bleah.
yay i had fun for a day(:
we were constantly hungry and looking for food.
numberthree(: