it was on my mind for the whole day.
we're also worried for you.
and yet we dunno what to do.
i don't want to keep seeing you all cry.
ok so maybe we made it worse.
but we also want to help you.
and can you stop comparing us with them?
i know this kind of thing doesnt change overnight.
but what do you want us to do?
its not easy for us too.
maybe you won't listen to whatever we say,
or even hate us.
but you'll get your turn one day.
and then you'll know how it feels.


thanks for hurting me.
before you even talk bad abt others,
what abt yourself?
you've been complaining
while we are actually doing the things
i really wonder why you're so tired?
we are too ok.
you're really mean.
and harsh with what you say.
i think you should reflect.
others are doing so much more.
and what are you doing?
folding hearts? just for her.
do you know how difficult it is being in the same room as you.
acting like i'm alright.
when i'm not.
why have you changed?


maybe kun was right abt not talking so much.
she told me abt how fun her day was.
i wish i could also go out like that.